Wrongness... : (

Admitting. I am breathless. I am now endless.. I've relised. All my life. Living in pain! Now I have relised. Why..It's come to me. The brightness, the way I use to shine. Had become so dark. Darker then life. I would like to clearfiy I am really sorry. And Will defintly stop. I think this maybe a life lesson. And if it is, then I think I am ready. Ready to say truth. Ready to admit mistakes. Ready to say sorry like I do to my friends. And accepted others for who they are! Its mean and wrong. I just wanted to say so, because I love them very much. It hurt to see them leave me! Leave me like this is a have to...probaly I'll be forgiven for my mistakes. Forgiven for my meaness. And just indore life. And live it like the way I use too!

The real Question: I'm so sorry. Forgive me so. And so will I forgive my self for my very but act.